i just wanna say THANK YOU to:
all who text, call and msg on friendster or msn to wish happy birthday!
opie and im for going all the way to zouk to hang out with me. jats & liyana too.
sandra for coming back and hang out with me and the lovely earings. hehe..
chicken, for being the first one to wish me. i’m still waiting for my present 
my sayang, for being there…
i know its a bit late to make wishes but what the hell.. i’m gonna try my luck this year…. again! hehe..
and because i’m 24 years old TODAY…i’ll be making 24 wishes… this is what i WISH for…
1. last year i wish for a car but unfortunately i havent gotten one yet but i got a SUPIR now! hehhe and i’m glad i have one!
2. to graduate **i’ll know this soon enough**
3. last year i wish for a boyfriend but i’m not wishing for that anymore *smilling, grinning*
4. still wishing for more clothes than i ever needed. may be a different kind of clothes now since i might have to work… arrghhh.. why?
5. a trip to GC. i want to see and party with SANDRA!
6. chocolates… lots and lots of chocolates.. dark chocolates!
7. a fucking new battery for my fucking new super-expensive-but-useless phone!
8. a really gorgeous pink shoes! (call for info if u feel like buying it for me. hehe)
9. more and more money! i want loads of it. if only it grows on tree *sigh*
10. more shoes and clothes and handbangs.
11. have more fun! i think i’ve lost some of my fun. where did it go?? i used to be fun!!! 
12. a better skin complexion. why do i still have zits?
13. more books. the kind that i like to read.
14. to go on a holiday. somewhere sunny and beachy!
15. to see and talk and gossip with my best-friends more often. i miss u guys!
16. to have family and friends that love you around. always!
17. oh! i want earings! i have none. stupid robber took all my stuff.
18. a new digital camera. it was stolen too..
19. to see my cute little newphew every day!
20. to go to LONDON again! i love it there.. had so much fun and memories there
21. around the world trip… ok. maybe europe is fine too…
22. an ass! hehe.
23. a life. i still want to keep this wish…
24. lots of presents.. hehe.. and a thousands more wishes
there u go…. another year with yet another wish list. just in case if u were wondering, some of last years wishes did come true. so i’m hoping that this year more wishes will come true… 
Flower in the desert by Dewa 19
Why
You always have something nice to say
Makes me sway
And why
Does my heart keep beatin fast
When you
Kiss…kiss my lips
When all the sugar has gone
I don’t know how
But you
Make everything feels like the very first time
You
Can make a man like me
Fallin’ in love again
Though loving you is breaking all the rules
Please tell me what to do you are
YOU ARE THE FLOWER IN A DESERT
THAT’S WHAT YOU ARE
FLOWER IN A DESERT
THAT’S WHAT YOU ARE
YOU BRINGS ME JOY AND HAPPINESS
WHEN I’M ALL ALONE
Why could you always make me feel the same
I love your way T
hough i should have known this is just a game we play
Hey smiling face
Have you ever really loved a man
’till you sway
Or have you just been taking all these things for granted
well, i guess its only appropriate to wish HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY to ALL my friends. Have a WONDERFUL day and may this day bring great LOVE and happiness. i love you guys!!! here’s a song for everyone:
By Your Side BY Sade
You think I’d leave your side baby
You know me better than that
Think I’d leave you down when you’re down on your knees
I wouldn’t do that
I’ll tell you, you’re right when you’re wrong
And if only you could see into me
Ohh, when you’re cold
I’ll be there hold you tight to me
When you’re on the outside
Baby, and you can’t get in
I would show you
You’re so much better than you know
When you’re lost, you’re alone
Can’t get back again
I will find you darlin’ and I’ll bring you home
And if you want to cry
I am here to dry your eyes
You know time, you’ll be fine
Ohh, when you’re cold
I’ll be there hold you tight to me
Ohh, when you’re alone
I’ll be there by your side, baby
with love,
-ika-
Happy Valentine’s Day again!
A friend posted this on the bulletin board and i find it rather true and sweet if it is from a RIGHT guy…
we all know there’s so much more
1. Tell her she is beautiful
2. Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second. this one is sweet.
3. Hug her from behind this is sweet too..
4. Leave her voice or txt messages to wake up to. i love this one and want it bad…..
5. Wrestle with her
6. don’t go hang out with you ex when shes not with you, you might not relize how badly it hurts her. this is sooo true…
7. If youre talking to another girl, when you’re done talking, walk over and hug her and kiss her….let her know she’s yours and they aren’t. yup.. we, girls need to know ALL the time.
8.Write her notes or call her just to say "hi"
9.Introduce her to your friends . . . as your girlfriend. 10. Play with her hair.
11. Pick her up (she loves it)
12. Get upset if another guy touches her and she doesn’t like it not all the time though. jelousy can be difficult sometimes
13. Make her laugh this is a must
14. Let her fall asleep in your arms. this is cute..
15. If she’s mad at you, kiss her.
16. If you care about her, then TELL HER we need to know!
17. Every guy should give their girl 3 things: a stuffed animal(she’ll hug it every time she goes to sleep), jewelry (she’ll treasure it forever), and one of his t-shirts (she’ll most likely wear it to bed) or sweatshirts sprayed with his cologne!!(clean ones of course) and flowers or something occasionally.
18. Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you’re alone.
19. Look her in the eyes and smile.
20. Hang out with her on weekends
21.Kiss her in the rain (girls love this)
22.Kiss her just for the heck of it. this is important! hehe..
23. If your listening to music, let her listen too.
24. Remember her birthday and get her something, even if its simple and inexpensive, it came from YOU. it means the WORLD to her.
25. when she gives you a present on your birthday, Christmas, or just whenever, take it and tell her you love it, even if you don’t (it’ll make her happy.) YES, always!
26. Always call her when you say you will, it may not seem like it, but it does hurt her and makes her think you don’t care so call even if you can only talk for a minute. Girls don’t necessarily have to have hour long conversations every night but its nice for us to hear your voice even for a quick hello.
27. Give her wat she wants.
28. Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most.
29.dont hug her friends or your friends that are girls cause she’ll feel left out.
30.hang out with her whenever you are free.
31.If u care about her…SHOW her! it’s the only way..
xtra : -kiss her forehead. -send her emails saying u cant stop thinking bout her. -if u’re far apart, use d webcam!! 
i think all of these ways are sweet and cute.. SIGH!!!…
Ugly - Sugababes
When I was 7
They said I was strange
I noticed that my eyes and hair weren’t the same
I asked my parents if I was OK
They said you’re more beautiful
And that’s the way they show they wish
They had your smile
So my confidence was up for a while
I got real comfortable with my own style
I knew that they were only jealous cos
People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
My personality reflects me
And if I’m ugly then
So are you
So are you
There was a time when I felt like I cared
That I was shorter than everyone there
People made me feel like life was unfair
And I did things that made me ashamed
Cos I didn’t know my body would change
I grew taller than them in more ways
But there will always be the one who will say
Something bad to make them feel great
People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
My personality reflects me
And if I’m ugly then
So are you
So are you
Everybody talks bad about somebody
And never realises how it affects somebody
And you bet it won’t be forgotten
Envy is the only thing it could be
Cos people are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
My personality reflects me
And if I’m ugly then
So are you
So are you
this song relates to me in so many ways….
if 2 weeks ago wasnt bad enough, last weekend was worst!
i fell flat on my bum, got knocked, punched or whatever with whatever on my face. knocked down a table fulll of drinks. my teeth cracked a lil bit, get a lil cut on my toe and i dropped my NEW PHONE on the FLOOR where it was wet and wet and now it doesnt work properly. and it’s not even my fault. i just happen to be there and ‘nothing’ nearly popped out dayang! it was very secure. i make sure of it before i left my room that night.
hmm.. one thing that’s good on that night was the fact that a very very cute guy ‘SAVE" me! haha. read dayang’s blong for more information. he is really cute isnt he? wonder if i’ll ever see him again. may be this time i’ll try to not to get into a "FIGHT"! hehe.
i have no life. i sleep. i eat. i sit on my skinny ass and watch tv all day long. hmm… wish i have tons of money to spend. so i can shop and travel during this LONNGGGG holiday.
hehe.. so yeah. last night was a BIG night for me. BIG and FUNNY!. well, thats all i can say. i think u have to be there to understand what i mean but its kinda interesting and a once in a life time experience. tho, i dont think it was fun at ALL. i really wanted to move and shake my HUMP and LUMPS!!! DAYMN!hehe.. sucks BIG TIME to be dressed up head-to-toe and can’t do much about it! luckily none of my friends got into trouble. we all got out from HELL safe!hahaha.. will post some pictures we took. eheh.. cos we had nothing else to do, i think being vain helped to fill up those time waiting. ahh!!! what a night. A night to remember indeed! hehe..
anyway, i’ve been wanting to post something about ‘How To Get Attention From The Guy You Like’ but haven’t got the chance to think or write about it. So, how do you actually get their attention??? me and dayang have been thinking and we couldn’t get much. sad for us. i know. hehe
procrastination begins…i’m fringgin lazy to study tho i have a paper tomorrow afternoon. just hope that this isn’t goin to last forever. i really need to finish reading a few case study and a whole bunch of notes on michael porter and george day.
anyway, about my last post. i’m not being desparate or anything like it. just wanting some love. whats wrong with that dayang??? nak rasa disayangi. hehe.. so gimme some love people.
i better start studying.. da.
